I do not know how I feel about it.
I know how I feel currently and that is: anxious, upset, annoyed, in despair, etc.
I probably had the best time of my entire life in Europe, but coming home to a roommate who gives me so much anxiety is completely consuming me. I have lost my joy, although everyone around me claims that I am radiant.
I feel suffocated inside my own home, and I am completely over it.
I want to be so joyful in all of my surroundings.
Instead, I have a thief of joy in the form of a human who has taken all of our plates and hid them inside of her room. Instead, when I really need a printer, she has also taken it and hidden it inside her room. How can someone be your absolute best friend and then pull a 180?
I don't know.
I don't have any answers.
I turn 20 years old, and I don't think I've learned much of anything still.
I am doing my best I guess, and that is all I can ask of myself.
I think I have 134 days until my lease ends, so that's something.
